Return of the Singer (Kevin Max/Mark Townsend)
While staying in my favorite hotel in LA, I wrote this song with
co-writer and programmer, Mark Townsend (not the Mark Townsend
of dc talk's band). I wanted to begin the record with a bit of
theatre, a modern message on the stage and its effect on me. I
wanted the whole record to be a fused-ongoing thought, a journey
through life and its senses. "Return" started with a simple loop,
melody and "Eastern ear candy." I have always loved Eastern influences
in music form George Harrison's contributions in the Beatles to
Ravi Shankar and the like. The lyrics reveal that our life is
like a stage, and we need the Father to guide the voice inside
us.
Existence (Kevin Max/Mark Townsend)
This song is all about the searching soul, the person with a destination
in mind but struggling to find it. We all search for truth in
our individual existences. I wrote this song directly after writing
"Return." It came to me quickly because of the emotion and mood
of dark yearning found in the chord progression. The metaphorical
girl in the lyric represents all of the doubt and confusion many
people feel, and sometimes can't escape.
Be (Kevin Max/Erick Cole)
This song was written at my house with guitar buddy and friend
Erick Cole. I wanted to write an anthem, a song about self-realization.
It became the cornerstone song for the project. The idea of being
more powerful and useful, when realizing God's design for your
life, was a truth I wanted to convey. People in modern society
seem to be chameleon-like, never wanting to be individual, always
wanting to please the masses. Becoming a faceless, bland, brand
of every diluted idea that culture can come up with. We can become
more than we know, if we seek out the mystery of God and his blueprint
for our lives. Adrian Belew, my friend and co-producer, played
pedal steel for the first time in his life on this track.
Angel With No Wings (Kevin Max/Erick Cole)
"Angel" started off with Erick and I wanting to write a pop song.
Most of the songs that Erick and I start out with are 8-minute
odysseys that are trimmed back to reveal more "radio friendly"
compositions. It is a song about learning to deal with people
and relationships the hard way. It is about avoiding a problem,
but struggling with it at the same time. The problem being a femme
fatale, in sheep's clothing.
Shaping Space (Kevin Max)
This was the first song I wrote for the project. It was a stream
of conscience song. It came to me while playing the piano late
one night at a friend's house. Every time I played the song it
took on another meaning. It is a poem put to music, for all that
believe in eternity to come.
I Don't Belong (Kevin Max/William Owsley)
William Owsley is a friend of mine who has a deal with Warner
Bros. He has been in several bands and played for many pop stars.
We had always wanted to write a song together and finally got
the chance. William suggested I write a song on how I felt about
the music industry and my role in dc talk. I have always felt
like somewhat of a misfit throughout my life. I know there are
a lot of people who can understand or relate to that. We must
realize, however, that in the end, we are far more interesting
together than apart.
The
Union of Souls (Kevin Max/Adrian Belew)
Spoken word has always been a love of mine and I have been executing
that love at the end of many dc talk records. The fact that I
included this poem in particular, was the centrifugal force to
the whole of the project. This poem was written about my wife,
and my innate need for her goodness in my life. It also exposes
my insecurity in myself, and my need for completion. I think we
can mirror this relationship to our creator and His divine love
for us.
Alycen and the Secret Circle (Kevin Max/Erick Cole)
Before meeting Adrian and the rest of King Crimson, I set out
to write my own version of a "prog-rock" tune. This song was written
in the vein of Crimson, Pink Floyd, Mansun from England, etc.
One day I wandered down to 12th and Porter in Nashville to see
King Crimson play. I met Adrian's wife at the door, she introduced
us, and immediately hooked Adrian and I up to write together.
I ended up playing this song for him and our working relationship
was sealed. The arrangement of the strings and other instruments
was crucial in the mood of this song. John Painter, a great guitarist
and arranger who has worked with Ben Folds Five, Fleming and John,
and dc talk, helped Adrian and I realize the scope and drama of
"Alycen."
Blind (Kevin Max/Erick Cole)
"Blind" is a song about temptation. The forbidden fruit that all
of us as humans reach for constantly. I wanted to write a song
showing no promise of hope in that situation, but during the bridge
I came up with the line "I need your divine intervention." I was
just ad-libbing the lyrics to the track when it all made sense.
I loved the way Adrian's guitar riff on the verses reminded me
of early David Bowie, then I remembered that Adrian had played
on Lodger and Station to Station, two of Bowie's
early albums. I have found this song to be a powerful picture
of our humanity.
Dead End Moon (Kevin Max/Mark Townsend)
Much like the other two songs I have written with Mark, this started
out with a program and a loop. I then took the program home from
L.A. and put lyric and melody to it. This was a first marriage
of Eastern sounds to pop music on the project. The lyric was taken
from an idea that I had about romance in the spirit of Arabian
Nights. The song particularly works in the expression of total
desire and hunger for a partner, who is just out of reach. I have
always envisioned this song to be put to video in Fes, North Africa,
or Marrakesh.
Her Game (Kevin Max)
I started writing "Her Game" early on in the sessions on my new
keyboard, the MS2000 by Korg. It was a melody that was shaped
into a bit of a pop anthem about a lost relationship. The original
demo was a bit too John Lennon for most tastes, so I had Adrian
de-bug it into a modern format. Adrian's arrangement of the strings
and his use of guitar was spot on. This is one of my favorite
cuts on the project from a songwriter perspective.
On and On (Kevin Max/Erick Cole)
This was an 11th hour tune that we came up with one night after
my wife had prodded me to write a ballad. Ballads are usually
not my bag, so I immediately wanted out of the responsibility.
But from Erick's initial chord progressions we stumbled onto this
song together. My lyric to this song was especially important
because of the sensitive nature of the song. I wanted to draw
out the complexity and sometimes "dark versus light" in relationships.
This song is a dramatic telling of my relationship with my wife
Alayna, my muse.
Deconstructing Venus (Kevin Max/Erick Cole)
I originally had a poem called "Venus Was a Tramp" that I took
and crafted into a song about the fashion industry. I wanted to
express the fact that media "icons" sometimes live a very lonely
and self-deprecating lifestyle. People Magazine, Vogue,
and National Enquirer never tell the whole story.
I Went Over the Edge of the World (Kevin Max)
This poem was written in L.A. at the mixing sessions, and I added
it in to end "Venus." I wanted a poem to end the project, so I
wrote this one down as a last thought and testament. The lyric
is directed to a catalog of feelings about the creation of Stereotype
Be, and the nuances of the business.
You (Kevin Max)
The hidden track on the recorda song about the totality
of God.